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So I posted Coffee Bean's pic in dog_lovers community and got a lot of Jack Russel Terrier responses in his mixed breed. So I'm posting the mom for more thoughts on what he could be......
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Coffee Bean
they also estimated 15 pounds for his final weight. at four months he is only 6 pounds. i wonder how much bigger he will continue to grow.
scott wants pumba because she is medium and her face is too cute.
or cupcake because autralian shepherds are smart dogs and jack russel terriers are super smart dogs. he thinks cupcake or her sister creampuff (not pictured) will be a really smart dog.
scott really wants a bigger dog. i am scared of big dogs. he almost rescued a south african boerboel mastiff. those dogs can get get up to 200 lbs. i dont want a pet that eats more than me. that just doesnt seem right.
as i continue to stare. cupcake seems awefully cute. i think ultimately the decision will be based on personality. i want a smart and slightly self sufficient dog who is not a barker.scott does have a swimming pool and a huge yard. maybe my choice of pup will get lost.
i must have been an amazing homemaker housewife with many little perfect kids.
because i can't seem to do that again this life.
<3 Graduation starts at 9:30am in Inglewood tomorrow!- Location:Scott's bedroom
- Mood:
bored - Music:Evil - Interpol
Tomorrow is Scotty's graduation. I am so proud of him. He scored the 3rd highest in his class on his final. I don't know how but he did. 8 people failed but were given the opportunity to take a different final exam. Only 2 people failed both finals and will not graduate.
I am deleting my journal. I will be starting over.
bank of america stupidly mailed the atmcard to the wrong unit. instead of 13 it was mailed to 15. unit 15 happened to be out of town and fedex forwards their packages to the post office??? the poor gal got back, went to the post office??? to retrieve a fedex package that was never intended for her. my mom finally saw her and got the atm card. what a mess. no wonder my mom hates my dad. it is these inconveniences that make her life difficult thus allowing her to blame my father even if he has nothing to do with it.
excellent. i am going home. i have reduced my lj, twitter and facebook to 1 time per day for now. personal experiment to prove i really don't care what happens in the life of others. bye
- Location:leaving mom's condo
- Mood:
full - Music:n/a
I like how I am learning to use LJ all over again. I like how much time I am wasting trying to remember how things function in the world of LJ.
I know what I need to do. Stop watching Grey's Anatomy online. Stop updating Joe's website. Stop posting to LJ. Stop stop stop. Why do I always select non income producing tasks to waste my time on?
I need to get to work .
- Location:Scott's bedroom
- Mood:slow
- Music:watching Grey's Anatomy
- Mood:good morning
you would think some of that normalcy would have to have rubbed off on me. i think it does. for a while, i think i am happy. then realize something is wrong. and go back to my old unexplainable ways.
i should write an apology letter to the last roommate. tell him that everything i did to him was on purpose because i am mean and that costing him over $19,000 yearly was because i had nothing better to do. no i cant apologize to that. it is unfortunate he had to pay over $7000 to secure a new place and his rent increased from $850 to $2500 monthly but still..... he should have... actually there is nothing he could have done to get me to respect him more.
i think i will try to just journal write instead of pushing other people's buttons. it is unhealthy and mean. we'll see how long this phase lasts.
next week i will read upon these entries. become horrified at my thoughts and how much i have spilled and probably delete everything. i notice my nastiness is starting to be directed towards my dad. that is why i am still avoiding my email. i have a dedicated email for my dad because i like to compartmentalize things. what the heck is compartmentalize. oh well. teeny is here bye!
- Location:still at mother's
- Mood:
melancholy
- Location:at home
- Mood:
rushed
i just spent over 30 minutes changing my twitter profile background and colors. i tried uploading a profile pic. no change in appearance. what a waste of time. twitter's interface really sucks. i cannot believe twitter is too hard for me to use!
it is almost 10am. i called the tour coach this morning and they told me to call back after 10am. last night i was distracted. very distracted. distracted enough to leave my old coach purse on the bus. i will be annoyed if i have lost another drivers license, credit card, lipgloss and cash. i remembered my suitcase and backpack.
i told my sister i would carve her one of these if she came to my pool party early next week to help out. what veg should i use?
a few more carved beauties that caught my eye!
well hello. this will probably be my peek a boo entry for the year. i just returned from a seven day trip covering arizona, new mexico and utah. i am choosing to forget the national parks and monuments because i am distracted. balloons make me happy. hot air balloons. i have returned to my obsession of watching hot air balloons fly. maybe i can make it the hot air balloon festival this year. highly unlikely. scott hates crowds and new mexico is a long ways from california. we visited the hot air balloon museum in alburquerque. i probably spelled that wrong but i dont care.
fast forward to how i feel now. i don't miss him as much i should. my mom wondered why i was not going home. i guess my home is now his room. or his house with 4 other roommates. that reminds me a new boy named j p moved in while i was away on my seven day mini vacation. i guess i will meet him when i decide to return to my home. since when did my room in her newport beach condo not count as home. maybe i am being too sensitive.
- Location:in a bed, but not home
- Mood:
blank
scott is just too much to handle. i know his company is either going to merge with another company or lay off about 25% of staff next week. but that doesnt mean he has to push his foul mood onto me. so sick of it. i would be supportive if he wasnt to harsh with me.
- Mood: blank
my birthday. i celebrated my birthday last night and i wasnt all that happy.
we went to landmark. waited at the front of the line for over an hour. no joke. we didnt want to leave cuz we were there. and we basically had no where else to go. landmark was a poor choice.
so jen and emilee were already wasted this afternoon and thinking of taking the bus from laguna niguel to newport beach. true you can bus it down crown valley parkway to pch. it is only one bus transfer. my house is basically on pch. landmark is on pch. but!!!! that is like a 1 hour drive. taking the freeway its about 25 minute drive. but the route they chose, the bus is going to take like 3 hours. so i last minute invited mark. convinced him to pick up my friends. he brought two coworkers. one drives a jaguar and had glitter on his face. what a total player. at least make yourself presentable again in public. whateves. the other was pretty much soap scum too.
i went with scott and thuan. i really like scott and thuan. i tried to hang out with them all night. but it was mark and coworkers buying rounds. scott threw a hissy jealousy fit. this is the second time he has done this in public. he gets jealous and he tells me im being disrepectful in front of him. first off, he called it quits like last wednesday or thursday. okay? you gave me the the freedom to do what i want. you deal with it. he said he was tired of standing there watching mark and all his friends touching me. and do i always act this way when i am drunk and he is not around. mark is a weird one. when they got there we were still at the front of the line so they snuck in. mark reintroduced himself to me. i thought he was joking. no- according to him, and he was embarrassed. i looked so hot he did not recognize me. he was thinking that is a really beautiful asian in line. yah- whateves. no one bought cameras.so you have to take his word for it. i looked that hot. he didnt even recognize i was the birthday girl. loser.
fast forward to the end of the night. tina, david, joe and linda show up. but they were told it was too late and they werent letting anyone in. jen was hammered falling all over the place. some guy told me to go look after my friend cuz she was falling all over the place. i sent mark and his coworker to go. i grabbed scott and thuan and we bounced. yah. i left my friends. i know. but i was annoyed. emilee and lindsey were dancing on the dance floor i just wasnt into it. we left to go to carmen's apartment for scott's bday. another scott. i was hammered at this point. running around. in and out. here and there. trying to play wii.
i dont know what to do about scott. he leaves me. then he shows up at my bday. then he gets jealous. i explained to him this morning that he was the one that called it quits. he tells me- that i dont have to rub it in his face. le sigh.... i wish this boy was better at explaining his feelings. i wish he didnt get to me the way he does. i wish there were more people like thuan around. he is good company.
- Mood:
giddy
learn chinese for free.
www.chinese-course.com i am so stoked. my online hours will be spent on a slightly more productive note =)
this could be the cure for my mean streak!!
my airport ride comes at 6pm to take me to the mall to buy last minute makeup needs and walmart. then dinner reservations. then i take off =)
i was craving a hamburger today. i was unwilling to settle for just in and out. so i thought there was this really cool burger joint down the street from where i live. it was called pk burger. buttttttt underneath it said authentic mexican food. okay.... pk burger, authentic mexican food. burgers are soooo way american.
so i just went to the omelette parlor. surprisingly there were a few people eating burgers. i thought this better be good. it was sooo greasy and the bun was sooo small. the patty was hanging outside of the super thin bun. i hate it when my burgers are out of proportion. ie: too much bun and not enough meat or in this case too much meat and hardly any bun. sigh..... so now i am going to be burgerless for the next three weeks. for some reason burgers taste really aweful in asia. i have reservations tonight at crustaceans, the super nice vietnemese restaurant that supposedly has the best dungeness crab and garlic noodles in the whole wide world. ive never been there yet but ive heard nothing but awesome from friends. oh not to mention when you enter the restaurant, there is this koi pond on the ground. so you are walking on water with a koi pond beneath you. im not about to give that up just to eat a decent hamburger.
alrighty then, im going to take much pictures. ill post some of the prettier ones when i get back.
byeeeeee!
